Do you ever feel like there is just too much swirling around in your brain at one time? Even to the point that you cannot properly articulate thoughts or say anything of true value?
Well, that is pretty much how I am feeling right now. Doggone it!
As tenth grade is slowing coming to a close, life is not getting any less crazy (naturally, I didn’t really think about it).
After waking up this morning, I felt like I had a million bazillion things to do — none of which I particularly enjoy.
After I got all ready for the day, I took a few moments and sprawled on top of my bed. Starring at the sealing, I thought about all the stuff, which consumes my life on a daily basis.
I could write about how:
- My next-door neighbor who thought someone broke into her house last night.
- I could write about my upcoming ballet recital, for which I am not prepared.
- I also could write about my [apparently] advanced kickboxing class.
- I could write about how Prim is in two days.
- I definitely know that I could write about the last 6 weeks of being in tenth grade.
- The summer is also a promising topic.
- I could even manage to write about how sick I am of doing school.
All would be acceptable topics. However, I do not feel like my brain could even steady itself enough to write about anything. Frankly, I am mentally fatigued.
Do not laugh. I mean it; I am very serious here. If I start to not make sense or sound dumb… well, yeah.
I am sorry that this is not an interesting post. I do not even think my thoughts are coherent. My brain feels like it might explode at any moment. I need a break. Specifically, a summer break.
Psalm 54:4 says, “Surely God is my help; the Lord is the one who sustains me”.
I found this verse and it is perfectly applicable to my life (right now). It’s just so comforting to know that God will always be by my side, helping me along the way.
Life is good; God is better…. I guess I really shouldn’t complain.
5 comments:
I enjoyed reading this post.
I feel the same way at times. Haha, don't we all? As the school year comes to a close, I myself cannot help but think of all the things happening around me.
If you feel at all stressed, think about some event you are going to do or person you are going to see coming up.
When I am reminded of something to look forward to, my stress (to an extent) dissolves. :) Just a thought.
See you Friday!
Thanks for the thought Jacob; glad you enjoyed reading the post.
Oh, and I'll send the American Lit notes out asap!
You're welcome! :)
Thank you!
Oh man, I fully understand how you are feeling. So much is going on I feel like I'm not in control - huh! I am not in control! Who knew. ha. ;) Yeah but with senior year approaching at a rapid pace... ohhh my lanta.
Thank the Lord for being an unchanging Rock who does not change, alter, move, or desert me.
You're crazy busy, Steph. AND, not to mention, almost a senior!?!! How in the world is that even possible?
God is SO amazing; He never gives us more than we can handle.
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